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:) I'm actually not lost, just missing,
and I wonder the difference between
these two locations of absence.
I am here, happy and home,
without connection or direction.
Just a mote on the earth
watching it spin and smiling.

Hi all!

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Just popping in to say Happy Birthday to me! This has been the most amazing year out of the past 10. It is almost like I have ceased to exist, that I've finally found that thin line between this world and the other, and can walk seamlessly betwix them... or stay in the calm quiet moment at their point of intersection. I move like a ghost, barely moving the feathers of a dove. No one hears me, yet they seem to know someone is passing them, almost invisible. And I bask in the moment, being present and unengaged.

Best wishes to you all.

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sorry to hear that
guess you can regret, learn and move on
or beat yourself over it
since it seems to be about you, not her,
you have the power and the choice to
do it differently next time.
you'll honor the past by
not repeating it in the future.
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So much to do, and so much to say, I might
intone, as I've been away. But
when you've been so far afield not
much the memory can yield except
to lurch and grind to a halt. It's just
my brain. It's not my fault. I've run
wild and fast and free, and scarce
remember who is me. Though here
I sit, both full and empty, and wonder
what this year will bring, full of hurt
or joys a plenty; will I cry or will I sing?
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Current Location:
elsewhere
Current Music:
trams in vienna
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Sunflowers in the Fall
Originally uploaded by sarahsmiles.

I just finally got around to taking some pictures of this, and it came out nicely. Aleja helped me choose it.

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I think 

we construct our identity 
socially, and for to not 
construct identity is 
to have none. 

Rather than 'choosing' 
anything, we merely 
find out what we are and 
what we have become and
what has been created. 

Created by our actions, 
by our biology, 
by the world in which we 
have been given and 
influence meaning. 

In a different world, 
what we construct and 
what we are would have 
different meaning, 
and does, in the many 
worlds of this planet. 

There is only language 
with which we construct 
meaning. Language of all our 
social interactions... and 
from all this, 
we may find 
ourselves.

[in response to http://community.livejournal.com/abstractthought/754454.html]
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Current Location:
Oc
Current Mood:
autumnal
Current Music:
falling water
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I'm only 5'1"... I won't grow any more!
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It makes me wonder where I've been, and where you've been since then,
as I've writ not a word nor read not a wit, which is really quite absurd.
I've been crawling around the holes, and alleys and lanes
of the warrens I'm wont to call life, and I've had my share
of blessings and sins, of love and moments of strife.
If feels that I've lost the words in my mouth, locked deep in side of my soul
except for these moments just after dawn when I smile and see the world whole.
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sinful thoughts and sinful wishes play upon my lips and tongue
while I watch the sinful missives play upon my pen and paper
sinful thoughts of deep delight are memories I warmly cherish
language moments of slight respite from Monday morning's dishes
night time crawls on bended knee in search of favors dark
yes sunlight shows for all to see the marks of my good night
Tags:
Current Location:
Paris
Current Mood:
amused amused
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Shopper
Originally uploaded by sarahsmiles.

I wish I could have asked him who he was waiting for.

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WTF
Originally uploaded by sarahsmiles.

Did I really sleep with you?

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I scarfed CT's Nikon for the day and tore around Aix with the peeps, being a bit touristy, and getting some great shots like I've not gotten in ages. But I'm zausted. I don't do enough of that full contact sunlight and walking in in the day and I need a cat nap.
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Solar powered bra is what they're talking about in japan.   




Why?
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I like song like "I named my boat after my true love and she sunk"
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Aleja in draft
Originally uploaded by sarahsmiles.

My draft of a painting of aleja ([info]aleja) that I'm working on. She looks wonderful,and will be moreso when I get it right.

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been hanging off and on with [info]complicittheory, [info]pandamin and [info]blooferlady, and soon some grand-peeps. La Bloofee has a good post of the yesterday, which I luckily largely slept through. Been there, done that, got caught in the traffic jam, but they wouldn't listen. it is great to drag people through old haunts.
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vulcan in repose
Originally uploaded by sarahsmiles.

This is a shot of a work in progress.

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